I don’t why i always run,
Is it fear of the fall or fear of the touch?

I don’t know how to really love,
I’ve never stood still long enough.

I don’t know how to see you now,
A friend from before but different somehow.

I don’t know when i’ll love again,
but i don’t trust myself to just let you in.

I hold on to my pride, I’m digging deep
It’s pulling me down and I’m no closer to Thee

It’s taken ten thousand days to get stuck in my ways and it offers no grace.
I cannot stand this place with love that might fade and i walk away slowly.